What Are You Doing New Years Eve? by Zooey Deschanel and Joseph Gordon-Levitt (by hellogiggles)
LOVE!!! i didn’t know she played uke! :) :)
Things have much improved since my previous dramatic ramblings/depressing posts. I am an official UCSC college graduate, I finished my last quarter with all A’s and B’s, I was accepted into the education department internship at santa monica pier aquarium, and bogdan and I applied for a cute little apartment in west hollywood which we are super excited about. Life is good right now!! Happy times and Happy Holidays everyone :) :)
Forgot about my evaluation for my last quarter ever in gospel choir (last spring) and stumbled upon it when I was checking my grades in my portal. Literally started crying as I read this. I miss it SO much!!!!
Laura was a present, committed and engaged student. Her preparation of musical material, class participation, timely completion of the written assignments and stellar performance in the final concert were truly exemplary. Laura also exhibited initiative by performing a solo as a senior presentation during the Final Concert. Her leadership through presence, musicianship, enthusiasm and consistency was invaluable to the development and expression of the choir. It has been a pleasure watching Laura develop over the years. She will be greatly missed.
I just went for a 3 mile angry run in 45 degree weather. It was so cold my bones were aching. I can’t believe how incredibly angry I still am even after that. I haven’t been on a run in a long time. It felt good. I used to run like I did tonight all the time in high school to keep my emotions in check. Runs can be pretty effective at simmering down a hot steaming plate of laura anger. I’m just so tired. So tired of feeling this way. Tired of being jealous, tired of being angry, tired of being sad. I don’t think I can take it much longer. There is no better word to describe me right now but defeated.